Chocking on a mouth full of sugar

Clark feels like his own heart is going to beat out of his chest and is betraying him as it wants to burst out of him. All thanks to a certain someone’s quite beauty and strength, to Clark, Anderson was beautiful, finding space and beauty in everything and everyone, giving it the needed quite support and pace to let it grow, they were going to be the death of him, being near them felt like a spoon full of sugar has been forced into his mouth all good and bad as it warmed his heart to the point of collapse but also rendered him mute as a blabbering idiot. Someone please come help this man, he’s collapsing from a stupid crush on his coworker.