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The Mirror’s Deflection

The recovery of Choi Jongho was a slow, quiet victory that the members of Ateez celebrated in the small, private moments between schedules. But as the youngest began to find his footing again, reclaiming his space behind his high collars and structured blazers, a different kind of storm was brewing within the group.

Jung Wooyoung had always been the group’s "flirt." He was the one who lived for the skinship, the one who thrived on the stage’s heat, and the one who understood the power of a well-timed wink or a flash of a shoulder. But in the weeks following Jongho’s violation, something in Wooyoung’s playful nature sharpened into something jagged and defiant.

It started with a v-neck that dipped a little too low for a standard music show appearance. Then came the stage outfits—sheer lace that left nothing to the imagination, leather harnesses worn over bare skin, and silk shirts unbuttoned nearly to the navel.

"Wooyoung-ah, you might want to check the monitor," Hongjoong said during a rehearsal for a year-end award show. He pointed toward the screen where Wooyoung’s reflection was a blur of movement and exposed skin. "The stylists gave you a tank top for a reason. You’ve tucked it so far into your pants it’s basically a loincloth."

Wooyoung didn't laugh. He didn't offer his signature high-pitched giggle. He just wiped a bead of sweat from his collarbone and stared at himself in the mirror, his eyes cold. "The fans like it, don't they? It’s what sells. If they want to look, let them look until they’re blind."

The shift was jarring. For Wooyoung, showing skin had always been a performance of confidence, a way to connect with the audience. Now, it felt like a weapon. It was as if he were trying to draw all the leering eyes of the world away from Jongho and onto himself. He was becoming a lightning rod, standing in the middle of a field during a storm, daring the bolts to hit him.

The internet, as it always did, reacted with a polarized frenzy.

"Is he even an idol anymore?" one viral post on a popular forum read. "This isn't 'sexy' anymore, it’s just desperate. There’s a line between performance and indecency, and Wooyoung crossed it miles ago."

The comments underneath were a battlefield. Some fans defended his bodily autonomy, while others—and a growing number of conservative media outlets—began to use words like "scandalous," "cheap," and "attention-seeking." The term 'slut-shaming' began to trend alongside his name, fueled by paparazzi photos of him leaving the gym in nothing but short shorts and a sleeveless shirt that was more holes than fabric.

Inside the dorm, the atmosphere was becoming strained. Jongho, now comfortable in his usual layers, watched his hyung with a growing sense of dread. He knew Wooyoung better than almost anyone. He knew this wasn't about fashion.

"Hyung, you’re going to catch a cold," Jongho said softly one evening. They were in the kitchen, and Wooyoung was leaning against the counter in a pair of low-slung sweatpants, his torso completely bare despite the winter chill seeping through the window.

Wooyoung didn't look at him. He was scrolling through his phone, his face illuminated by the harsh light of the screen. "I’m fine, Jongho. I’m just... letting the skin breathe."

"You’re reading the articles, aren't you?" Jongho stepped closer, his voice dropping to a whisper. "The ones calling you names. The ones saying you’ve lost your dignity."

Wooyoung finally looked up. There was a frantic, manic energy behind his eyes. "Let them talk. Let them write a thousand articles about how 'shameless' I am. Every minute they spend talking about my chest or my legs is a minute they aren't talking about those photos of you. If I give them enough to look at, they’ll forget they ever saw you in that hotel room."

The realization hit Jongho like a physical blow. He felt the air leave his lungs. "You’re doing this for me?"

"I'm doing it because I can handle it," Wooyoung snapped, though his voice trembled. He threw his phone onto the counter. "I’ve always been the loud one. The one who shows off. If someone has to be the target of their gross comments, it should be me. I’m choosing this. You didn't get a choice. So, I’m making myself the biggest target in the industry so they leave you alone."

"Wooyoung-ah..." Jongho reached out, but Wooyoung flinched away, much like Jongho had weeks prior.

"Don't," Wooyoung said, his breath hitching. "I’m fine. I’m the 'sexy' member, remember? This is my job."

He turned and practically ran toward his room, leaving Jongho standing in the silent kitchen.

The situation peaked during a red carpet event a few days later. The theme was "Gothic Elegance," but Wooyoung had pushed the boundaries to the breaking point. He wore a sheer, black chiffon shirt with no undershirt, and the trousers were cut so low they risked a wardrobe malfunction with every step.

The camera flashes were blinding, a constant strobe light that made the world feel fragmented. As they walked the line, the reporters’ questions were pointed.

"Wooyoung-ssi! Over here! Some are saying your recent concepts are a bit too mature for younger fans. Do you have a response to the 'indecency' labels?"

"Wooyoung-ssi, do you feel like you're losing the 'Ateez' identity with such provocative styling?"

Wooyoung kept a plastic, perfect smile plastered on his face, but his knuckles were white where he gripped his own arm. He looked like he was vibrating with the effort of staying upright.

Suddenly, a reporter from a notorious tabloid stepped forward, his voice cutting through the din. "Is this a distraction technique, Wooyoung? Are you trying to make us forget about the 'underwear scandal' from last month by giving us something even more scandalous?"

The air in the press pen seemed to freeze. The other members stiffened, their protective instincts flaring. San stepped forward, his jaw set, ready to intervene, but Jongho was faster.

Jongho, who was dressed in a pristine, high-collared navy suit that covered him from chin to toe, stepped in front of Wooyoung. He didn't look at the reporter with anger; he looked at him with an icy, devastating calm.

"My brother is an artist," Jongho said, his voice carrying clearly over the crowd. He didn't need a microphone; his vocal training made his words resonate with a deep, authoritative power. "He expresses himself through his body, his dance, and his fashion. If you find beauty 'scandalous,' perhaps the problem lies in your perspective, not his clothing."

Jongho reached back and took Wooyoung’s hand. He could feel how much the older boy was shaking.

"We are here to celebrate music," Jongho continued, staring the reporter down until the man actually lowered his camera. "Anything else is just noise. And we’ve become very good at tuning out noise."

He led the group away, his grip on Wooyoung never wavering.

Once they were backstage, shielded by the heavy velvet curtains and the presence of their security team, the facade crumbled. Wooyoung slumped against a garment rack, his chest heaving as he struggled to breathe. The sheer fabric of his shirt was damp with cold sweat.

"I'm sorry," Wooyoung choked out, burying his face in his hands. "I messed up. I thought... I thought I could fix it. I thought I could take the hit for you."

Seonghwa was there in an instant, wrapping his own long coat around Wooyoung’s shivering shoulders, covering the exposed skin that had become a source of so much pain. "You don't have to be a shield, Wooyoung-ah. We’re a team. We share the weight."

Jongho knelt in front of Wooyoung, forcing the older boy to look at him. "Hyung, look at me."

Wooyoung peeked through his fingers, his eyes red and brimming with tears.

"You didn't protect me by hurting yourself," Jongho said firmly. "Seeing you get torn apart by these people... that hurts me more than any leaked photo ever could. I don't need you to be 'shameless.' I just need you to be my hyung."

"But they were saying such horrible things about you," Wooyoung sobbed, finally letting the wall collapse. "I couldn't stand it. I wanted them to hate me instead."

"They don't hate you," San said, sitting on the other side of Wooyoung and pulling him into a tight embrace. "They’re just vultures. They pick at whatever is shiny. You’re too bright for them, Wooyoungie."

Hongjoong crouched down, joining the circle. "We’re calling the company tonight. No more 'extreme' styling. We’re going back to what makes us feel powerful, not what makes us feel like prey. That goes for all of us."

Wooyoung leaned his head on San’s shoulder, his breathing finally beginning to level out. The coat Seonghwa had given him felt heavy and warm—a different kind of armor than the one Jongho wore, but just as necessary.

"I felt like I was disappearing," Wooyoung whispered. "The more I showed, the less I felt like I was actually there. Like I was just... a piece of meat for them to talk about."

"I know that feeling," Jongho said softly, reaching out to squeeze Wooyoung’s knee. "But you’re back now. We’ve got you."

The next few weeks saw a quiet shift in the group’s public image. The stylists were given new directives: comfort and cohesion over shock value. When Ateez appeared for their next performance, they were a unified front. Wooyoung was back in structured jackets and silk shirts that hinted at his charisma without putting his vulnerability on display.

The press, of course, moved on to the next scandal, the next headline. The "slut-shaming" articles died down, replaced by praise for the group’s "refined and mature" return to form.

One evening, back at the dorm, Jongho found Wooyoung sitting on the balcony. It was a clear night, and the Seoul skyline sparkled below them. Wooyoung was wearing one of Jongho’s oversized hoodies, the sleeves swallowed his hands, and he looked smaller, softer, and infinitely more peaceful.

"You want your hoodie back?" Wooyoung asked, offering a small, playful smirk as Jongho stepped outside.

Jongho sat down in the chair next to him, leaning back and looking at the stars. "Keep it. It looks better on you anyway."

Wooyoung laughed—the real one this time, the one that sounded like a choir of bells. "Liars go to hell, Jongho-yah. You love this hoodie. It’s the one with the extra-thick fleece."

"I do love it," Jongho admitted. "But I think I like seeing you comfortable even more."

Wooyoung pulled the hood up over his head, snuggling into the fabric. "I get it now. Why you like the layers. It’s not about hiding. It’s about choosing who gets to see the real you."

"Exactly," Jongho said. "The fortress isn't meant to keep everyone out. It’s just meant to make sure the people who do get in are the ones who belong there."

Wooyoung reached out and bumped his shoulder against Jongho’s. "Am I authorized personnel?"

Jongho smiled, a wide, bright expression that held no traces of the fear from the months before. "You’re the captain of the guard, hyung. Always."

They sat in silence for a long time, two young men who had been stripped bare by the world in different ways, only to find that their strength didn't come from what they wore or what they showed. It came from the quiet, unbreakable bond of the brothers who stood in the gap when the world tried to take too much.

As the wind picked up, Wooyoung didn't shiver. He just pulled the drawstring of the hoodie a little tighter, safe within the fortress they had built together.