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The Velocity of Calm
The success of the first Q&A had been, in SoHyun’s professional opinion, a logistical nightmare disguised as a triumph. His face was now a permanent fixture on social media timelines, and the "Zen Manager" moniker had evolved into something of a cult following. Fans were dissecting his fashion choices with the same fervor they usually reserved for Ji-Yong’s experimental runway looks.
Today, the label’s content team was pushing the envelope. They weren't sitting on velvet sofas this time. Instead, they were in a minimalist, brightly lit studio with two high stools and a digital timer projected onto the back wall.
"Fast-paced style," the producer announced, checking her clipboard. "Thirty questions in five minutes. Short answers, no overthinking. We want the gut reactions. Are we ready?"
Ji-Yong, dressed in an oversized graphic tee and a beanie pulled low over his forehead, bounced his heels nervously against the rungs of his stool. He reached out and adjusted the collar of SoHyun’s navy blazer, a subconscious habit he’d developed to ground himself before the cameras rolled.
SoHyun remained as still as a statue. His glasses were pushed firmly up the bridge of his nose, and his hands were folded neatly in his lap. "Ready when you are," he said, his voice a cool breeze against the frantic energy of the room.
The producer pointed a finger. "Go!"
"Coffee or tea?" the interviewer’s voice whipped out from behind the lights.
"Iced Americano. Extra shot," Ji-Yong said instantly.
"Warm barley tea," SoHyun countered.
"Sunrise or sunset?"
"Sunset. The colors are better for inspiration," Ji-Yong replied.
"Sunrise. It means the shift is finally over," said SoHyun, earning a quiet snicker from the camera crew.
"Favorite color?"
"Red," Ji-Yong said.
"Grey," SoHyun said.
Ji-Yong glanced at him. "Grey isn't a color, it’s a mood."
"It’s a very practical mood," SoHyun replied without missing a beat.
"Next! Ji-Yong, what’s the most annoying thing SoHyun does?"
Ji-Yong didn't even blink. "He cleans up my studio when I’m in the middle of a 'creative mess.' I’ll leave a candy wrapper on the floor because it represents the texture of the bassline, and I’ll come back and it’s gone. My inspiration, in the trash."
SoHyun didn't flinch. "It was a Snickers wrapper, Ji-Yong. It represented ants. Next question."
"SoHyun-ssi, what’s the most surprising thing about working with a legend?"
SoHyun adjusted his glasses. "How much he actually eats when no one is looking. People think he lives on air and fashion, but he can finish a family-sized bucket of fried chicken if the mood strikes him."
Ji-Yong looked scandalized. "Hey! That was a secret. I have an image to maintain."
"You have a metabolism to maintain," SoHyun corrected.
"If you were stranded on a desert island, who would survive longer?"
"SoHyun," Ji-Yong said, pointing a thumb at the manager. "I’d spend the first three days trying to find a signal for my phone or a pair of sunglasses that match the sand. He’d have a water filtration system and a three-course meal made of seaweed by noon."
"I would survive," SoHyun agreed. "But I’d probably spend the whole time wishing I had someone to tell me where they put the matches."
The timer on the wall ticked down, the numbers glowing red. The pace quickened.
"Worst fashion trend?"
"Low-rise jeans," Ji-Yong shuddered.
"Anything that requires more than two minutes to put on," SoHyun said.
"Best memory of the last year?"
Ji-Yong softened, his fidgeting stopping for a brief second. "The first time we sat in the car after the new album dropped and just didn't say anything for an hour. Just listening to the rain. It felt like... peace."
SoHyun nodded slowly. "I agree. That, and the day Ji-Yong finally learned how to use the office printer without calling me for help."
"I did it once!" Ji-Yong shouted, laughing. "One time!"
"And I’m very proud of you," SoHyun said, though his face remained deadpan.
"SoHyun-ssi, a fan asked: 'Do you prefer working with younger idols or older idols?'"
The atmosphere in the room tightened slightly. This was the question the fans had been buzzing about since the last Q&A. SoHyun looked directly into the lens, his expression calm and certain.
"I prefer working with older idols," he repeated, his voice steady. "When you’re young in this industry, everything is a crisis. A bad comment is the end of the world. A wardrobe malfunction is a tragedy. But with someone like Ji-Yong—someone who has lived through the fire—they know what they want. There’s no guessing. He knows his sound, he knows his worth, and he knows when a battle isn't worth fighting. It makes my job about precision rather than damage control. Experience is the greatest luxury a staff member can ask for."
Ji-Yong leaned back, a small, proud smile tugging at the corner of his mouth. He looked at SoHyun with an expression that bordered on reverence. It was rare to find someone who valued the scars of the industry as much as the shine.
"GD, what’s the one thing you’d change about SoHyun?"
Ji-Yong tapped his chin, his rings clinking. "I’d give him a louder laugh. He does this thing where he just huffs air through his nose when something is funny. I want to hear a full, belly-aching laugh at least once before I retire."
"You’ll have to be funnier, then," SoHyun replied.
The crew let out a collective "Ooh," and even the producer covered her mouth to hide a smile. Ji-Yong clutched his chest, feigning a mortal wound.
"Thirty seconds left!" the producer called out. "Rapid fire! Favorite food?"
"Sushi," Ji-Yong said.
"Anything home-cooked," SoHyun said.
"Favorite city?"
"Paris," said Ji-Yong.
"Seoul, specifically my bedroom," said SoHyun.
"One word to describe each other?"
Ji-Yong looked at SoHyun, his eyes bright. "Indispensable."
SoHyun didn't hesitate. "Resilient."
"Time!"
The buzzer sounded, and the lights dimmed slightly. Ji-Yong immediately slumped forward, resting his forehead on SoHyun’s shoulder. The social anxiety that he had kept at bay during the high-energy segment flooded back, making his breath hitch.
SoHyun didn't move. He didn't push him away or make a joke. He simply sat there, a human anchor, letting the idol recalibrate. He reached up and patted Ji-Yong’s hand, which was gripping the edge of the stool.
"You did well," SoHyun whispered. "The chicken is already in the car."
Ji-Yong let out a muffled laugh against his blazer. "The family-sized bucket?"
"Naturally."
The staff began to clear the set, but they moved quietly, sensing the private moment between the two. It was a strange sight—the most famous man in the country leaning on a tired, glasses-wearing manager who looked like he belonged in a quiet accounting firm rather than the center of a global phenomenon.
"SoHyun-ssi," the producer said, approaching them tentatively. "The fans are going to lose their minds over that 'older idols' comment. You really have a way with words."
SoHyun looked up, his professional mask sliding back into place. "It’s not about the words. It’s the truth. People like Ji-Yong have earned the right to be understood without having to explain themselves constantly. It makes the work meaningful."
Ji-Yong lifted his head, his eyes a bit watery but his smile genuine. "He’s just saying he likes that I’m old and boring now so he can go home early."
"That too," SoHyun admitted, standing up and offering a hand to Ji-Yong. "Come on. If we leave now, we can beat the traffic near the bridge."
As they walked out of the studio, Ji-Yong hooked his arm through SoHyun’s. "You know, SoHyun, if you ever get tired of being a manager, you could probably be a philosopher. Or a professional roaster."
"I’ll stick to managing," SoHyun said, leading him toward the elevator. "Philosophers don't get free fried chicken."
"Fair point."
They reached the underground garage, where the black sedan was waiting. The air was cooler here, smelling of concrete and exhaust. For Ji-Yong, this was the threshold between the world that demanded everything from him and the small, private world where he was allowed to just be Kwon Ji-Yong.
Once they were settled inside the car, the doors sealing out the noise of the city, Ji-Yong reached into the backseat and pulled out the box of chicken. The smell filled the cabin instantly.
"You really did get the spicy kind," Ji-Yong said, his eyes shining.
"I know your habits," SoHyun replied, pulling out of the parking space. "And I know that when you’re stressed, you eat spice to feel something other than nerves."
Ji-Yong paused, a chicken wing halfway to his mouth. He looked at the back of SoHyun’s head, at the neat cut of his hair and the way his shoulders never seemed to hunch, no matter how heavy the day was.
"Do you ever get stressed, SoHyun?" Ji-Yong asked quietly. "I mean, really stressed? Not just 'I need a nap' stressed, but 'I want to scream' stressed?"
SoHyun was silent for a long moment as he navigated the car through the narrow exit. The streetlights began to flicker across the dashboard in rhythmic intervals.
"Fifteen years ago, yes," SoHyun said. "I used to lock myself in the bathroom and count to a hundred. I used to think every mistake was a reflection of my soul. But then I realized that the stars I was looking after were just people. Very talented, very broken people. Once I stopped seeing the 'legend' and started seeing the human, the stress turned into... duty. And duty is much easier to carry than fear."
Ji-Yong chewed slowly, absorbing the words. "I wish I could do that. See the human instead of the legend."
"I’ll do it for you," SoHyun said, his voice soft as he merged into the late-night traffic. "That’s what you pay me for. You be the legend for them. I’ll keep the human safe for us."
Ji-Yong leaned back, the tension finally leaving his body completely. He watched the neon signs of Seoul blur into long streaks of light against the window. He felt safe. It was a rare, precious feeling that he only ever found in this car, with this man.
"Hey, SoHyun?"
"Yes, Ji-Yong-ah?"
"About that 'grey isn't a color' thing... I take it back. It’s a good color. It’s steady."
SoHyun smiled—a real one this time, though Ji-Yong could only see it in the slight crinkle of his eyes in the rearview mirror. "Thank you. Now eat your chicken before it gets cold. I’m not reheating it."
"Yes, sir," Ji-Yong teased, reaching for another piece.
The car moved through the city like a silent ghost, carrying a king and his architect through the night. Outside, the world was still loud, still demanding, still obsessed with the spectacle. But inside the grey interior of the sedan, there was only the sound of a man eating and the steady, rhythmic breathing of someone who knew exactly where he was going.
SoHyun adjusted the rearview mirror, catching a glimpse of Ji-Yong looking out the window, looking more like the boy he used to be than the icon he had become.
*Resilient,* SoHyun thought to himself. *He really is.*
And as the city of Seoul slept beneath the weight of its own dreams, SoHyun drove on, the silent guardian of a kingdom that only he truly understood. He didn't need the lights, the applause, or the fame. He just needed the road to be clear and the man in the back to be whole.
For Yon SoHyun, that was enough. It had always been enough.